One Month to Live!

One day on a normal checkup to at the doctor my life was changed forever. He said i have one month to live. After this I went directly to my girlfriend's house. I would tell her that i want to spend the last month of my life with her. The first thing I would do would be to go fishing with my dad. After I caught a fish, I would then make Anna take it off the hook. I would ride fourwheelers and get stuck in the mudd. I would go skydiving and bungee jump and base jump off a waterfall. I would tell all the people dear to me that I love them. I would then call people that I had caused fights with and apoligize. I would cut my grandaddy's grass and then give him all my money. I would write a will. Then I would spend the week at my mom's house and write all my friends a letter telling them how much they mean to me. I would then spend the night in a deserted hotel in Mexico. I would play the slots in Las Vegas. I would rent a surfboard and surf for the next two days. I would also go to Hungaria and help with the people that are hungry and that have no homes to build them. I would then take my girlfriend anywhere she wanted to go. i would do all kinds of things like go snowboarding in the Alps and go Paris France. I would take hundreds of pictures and buy a camera to take the pictures with. I would travel to all kinds of places and try all kinds of different foods and wines. I would go to California and Rent a hotel, write my final letter and get on the phone with Anna until I finally passed.

Sad and Happy

Happiness does not control my life. My life isn't

happy unless i'm with someone

that I love and hold dearly. My number two happiness

is skateboarding. I love to

skateboard and I do it everyday. I just learned how to do

a big spin. I was jumping and

shouting when I did it because i was happy.

Whenever i accomplish goals I am happy.

I love to see the people I hold dearly smile

and when they're happy I am. I am sad

whenever things happen I don't like. I am not happy

when my parents fight. It

absolutely makes me wanna cry. Whenever my baby

sister cries or gets hurt i feel

really bad. I wanna move to my Mom's house really bad,

but I don't wanna leave my

friends behind. Whenever I am frustrated I am sad too.

Lots more people and daily things make

me happy. Things like guns

and World of Warcraft make me very happy.

I love being with my family. They make

me happy because I feel safe. "Ya Trick YA!!!!"

I love music. I could listen to music

forever and not ever get bored. My favorite song

would have to be "Six Feet Under

The Stars" by All Time Low.

I love to hunt. Whenever I hunt I feel at home.

When deer season comes in I am always up

at five in the morning to get ready.

Whenever i see animals getting hurt or anything

I get really sad and want to help.

I have passion for cars. I work on and fix

up the cars with my grandad.

Really in my life there is a monsterous variance

in when i'm happy and sad. You just have to get to

know my ways with different things and how my feelings

work and what to do to make me happy.

If you master my feelings you could probably

become my best friend.

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Three Things I Value The Most.

I value three things more than anything else. These three things mean more to me than anything else because they are things I really care about. These are all really close to me. Number one is thefact that I know that one day I will go to Heaven.I don't worry about the devil or hades because I am going to Heaven. The second would be my Grandparents.My grandad is my favorite person in the whole wide world.He helps me with anything I need and supports me all the way no matter what my decision is or not.My grandma is always there to keep me in line and crack a joke every once in a while. She can always make me smile and help me understand her always.I love both of my grandparents. The third would bemy friends. I am always hanging out with myfriends and just being with them. They can almostalways cheer me up, especially Leah. She is the best friend i could ever have. She brightens up my day when i hear her voice and makes me feel all tingly.We have had our ups and downs and in the end were always good with each other. Heather is the coolest kid in the world. She is so funny. She can get anything out of me. Whenever i look for advice I look to my friends first. Then I look to my grandad. Some people may believe that theseare not my values from my past behavior. If this is the case then you probably don't know me very well. These are my top three values in life. I Greatly respect all these people. I respect these people more than others because i know them personally and i have some sort of connection with them. Some people probably have different viewpoints than i do but its ok. We are allowed to have opposing viewpoints. That is my personal top three things i value the most.

ROBERT FROST (my favorite poet)

"Love and a Question"

A stranger came to the door at eve,
And he spoke the bridegroom fair.
He bore a green-white stick in his hand,
And, for all burden, care.
He asked with the eyes more than the lips
For a shelter for the night,
And he turned and looked at the road afar
Without a window light.
The bridegroom came forth into the porch
With, 'Let us look at the sky,
And question what of the night to be,
Stranger, you and I.'
The woodbine leaves littered the yard,
The woodbine berries were blue,
Autumn, yes, winter was in the wind;
'Stranger, I wish I knew.'
Within, the bride in the dusk alone
Bent over the open fire,
Her face rose-red with the glowing coal
And the thought of the heart's desire.
The bridegroom looked at the weary road,
Yet saw but her within,
And wished her heart in a case of gold
And pinned with a silver pin.
The bridegroom thought it little to give
A dole of bread, a purse,
A heartfelt prayer for the poor of God,
Or for the rich a curse;
But whether or not a man was asked
To mar the love of two
By harboring woe in the bridal house,
The bridegroom wished he knew.

ROBERT FROST (my favorite poet)

New year

This year at school is a lot different. We have a lot more homework. I have just figured out that you cant just not study hard for a test and pass it. We really have to spend a lot of time with our noses in books. It is very hard for us, because all we wanna do at our age is hang out with our friends and have a great time. Since we have all this work it leaves us with very little time. This is really hard. I am used to always being around my friends. I guess I'll just have to learn to adjust. I love all my teachers, i think they love me too but i'm not sure about it totally.
I am having a hard time in English this year. I am really trying to bring it up.
I love my parents. This new school year they have really let me start having more privalages. They trust me more and give me more credit. I used to not be so happy around them, but thing are constantly getting better.
I have a girlfriend named Anna mcdaniel she rocks. I am glad i get to be with my friends again.

Cool Book

I've been reading this book on magic. The book is named The Sea of Trolls. It is a really great book and i would recomend it everyone and tell no one not to read it. It took me a while to get through it but in the end it was welll worth it. This week I've been really sick and had to take amoxicillin. I was in beed it felt like forever and then the next thing I know my exams are right there. I have to take three more tommorow. This week is so crazy.